[Rage sorrow, wanting to kick the wall, fuck Skulduggery, fuck Valdis, emotions--]
[Klaus is on the floor. And Yato needs Nobunaga to be his best, not his worst.]
[He sits down on the floor with Klaus.]
[And debates petting their hair, but it might hurt. Him? Klaus? One or both of them.]
[Never compare Klaus to Kichou? Don't fucking act like him then. But that's not fair, because he didn't know Kichou so he couldn't avoid it. Fine.]
You're right, good job, Klaus. You deserve not to have hurtful things said for any reason. That wasn't the reason, but it's not like I had the time to tell anyone other than Yato what I was thinking.
[What the actual fuck, Klaus?]
[Nobunaga doesn't know if he should be insulted, hurt, or even worried. He's too boggled. Oda just takes off his weapons belt and hands it to Klaus, gently placing his precious weapons in their hands, and then starts taking off various hidden knives and other weapons, even the whip, though that's far away from Klaus, behind Nobunaga. This is not playtime.]
Bold of you to think I'd let you off so easily. This is not a "death do us part" situation, love. You said it requires work. I'm putting in the effort and time.
I'm not going to die. I got scared of Valdis. I didn't want to make you cry. Fuckload of good that did. Yato said he'll never let any harm come to me, got it? I'm not protecting him, he's protecting me. And then we can protect everyone I love together.
Foolish immortal. What is the point of easing your torment so easily? Mwahahaha. [ :| yes. It's lacking his usual boyish impish playfulness. It's still icy. But it's there.]
Klaus, I told you from the start. Even if you broke up with me, I'd try everything all over again. I'm sorry it took so long, but I've been in agony. I couldn't say your name without wanting to cry.
You told me to communicate, but you didn't ask me what I was thinking either. You could have just... bent down and said "Nobunaga keep your hands to yourself, and focus only on me. You went too far with Valdis, and it hurt me. You don't want to hurt me like that, right?"
And I'd say "Noooo," so you could say, "Why did you do that? You promised to consider how you affect others." And I'd say, "That's just it, I don't want anyone to die. We can circumvent people sacrifice. People should do what they actually want, even the Captain," And you'd be like, "Uggggggh you're so stupid! Why don't you understand anything?! It's how the magic works! Just shut up and stop literally picking a fight with the laws of the universe!" And I'd say... "No, I will fight the laws of the universe, and you know why? Because who's going to enforce it? The rule police? At least then we can fight them and change the rules." And--
[Should he stop playing out this dumbass scenario?]
[Too many words?]
Klaus. I told you. If it was me, try any last ditch efforts you've got. I'm sure Skulduggery didn't want more people hurt, and the Captain was honoring that.
But that just means don't honor my selfishness. Honor your own. I love you for how smart you are and come up with crazy solutions to take things into your own hands. I'm not blaming you for my choices. I'm still hurt you didn't try. Not to talk to me, not to change things. Maybe... you didn't think you had so much to lose back then. Because you figured your siblings will Survivor it the song with you. But that makes me feel like the only way for you to be happy is to be your sibling. And I can't. So what should I do?
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[Klaus is on the floor. And Yato needs Nobunaga to be his best, not his worst.]
[He sits down on the floor with Klaus.]
[And debates petting their hair, but it might hurt. Him? Klaus? One or both of them.]
[Never compare Klaus to Kichou? Don't fucking act like him then. But that's not fair, because he didn't know Kichou so he couldn't avoid it. Fine.]
You're right, good job, Klaus. You deserve not to have hurtful things said for any reason. That wasn't the reason, but it's not like I had the time to tell anyone other than Yato what I was thinking.
[What the actual fuck, Klaus?]
[Nobunaga doesn't know if he should be insulted, hurt, or even worried. He's too boggled. Oda just takes off his weapons belt and hands it to Klaus, gently placing his precious weapons in their hands, and then starts taking off various hidden knives and other weapons, even the whip, though that's far away from Klaus, behind Nobunaga. This is not playtime.]
Bold of you to think I'd let you off so easily. This is not a "death do us part" situation, love. You said it requires work. I'm putting in the effort and time.
I'm not going to die. I got scared of Valdis. I didn't want to make you cry. Fuckload of good that did. Yato said he'll never let any harm come to me, got it? I'm not protecting him, he's protecting me. And then we can protect everyone I love together.
Foolish immortal. What is the point of easing your torment so easily? Mwahahaha. [ :| yes. It's lacking his usual boyish impish playfulness. It's still icy. But it's there.]
Klaus, I told you from the start. Even if you broke up with me, I'd try everything all over again. I'm sorry it took so long, but I've been in agony. I couldn't say your name without wanting to cry.
You told me to communicate, but you didn't ask me what I was thinking either. You could have just... bent down and said "Nobunaga keep your hands to yourself, and focus only on me. You went too far with Valdis, and it hurt me. You don't want to hurt me like that, right?"
And I'd say "Noooo," so you could say, "Why did you do that? You promised to consider how you affect others."
And I'd say, "That's just it, I don't want anyone to die. We can circumvent people sacrifice. People should do what they actually want, even the Captain,"
And you'd be like, "Uggggggh you're so stupid! Why don't you understand anything?! It's how the magic works! Just shut up and stop literally picking a fight with the laws of the universe!"
And I'd say... "No, I will fight the laws of the universe, and you know why? Because who's going to enforce it? The rule police? At least then we can fight them and change the rules."
And--
[Should he stop playing out this dumbass scenario?]
[Too many words?]
Klaus. I told you. If it was me, try any last ditch efforts you've got. I'm sure Skulduggery didn't want more people hurt, and the Captain was honoring that.
But that just means don't honor my selfishness. Honor your own. I love you for how smart you are and come up with crazy solutions to take things into your own hands. I'm not blaming you for my choices. I'm still hurt you didn't try. Not to talk to me, not to change things. Maybe... you didn't think you had so much to lose back then. Because you figured your siblings will Survivor it the song with you. But that makes me feel like the only way for you to be happy is to be your sibling. And I can't. So what should I do?
I don't understand anything.