[It's not. That hits him hard and he looks down. Not even Nobunaga counts their mid-sex wedding as legally binding. Maybe he should...never mention it again, then. Since it doesn't matter.
But the crying does become obvious and the pulling away. They turn around, frowning a little as they look at him, huddled down on the floor of the shower. They don't sit down with him because...there's not like so much space. So they're just...standing there awkwardly.]
You...you said you were going to cut Valdis out for being weak and not...standing up against the rules and I... [There is a little bit of shame as they say the next part.] I didn't...want you to leave me...so I left. [Now they're crying. Stupid crying!] I didn't want to be some weak, worthless person you were going to end up regretting and I couldn't watch it happen and I was...scared. I was scared you were going to realize I wasn't worth it. This. Us. Everything.
[There's really no point in wiping the tears away at this point.] And sometimes you get so stubborn and you don't listen. I told you both it was enough and...I know Yato has no reason to listen to me, but I thought...I thought you might actually consider that...I... [A soft sniffle] I thought you might listen. But you just called Valdis weak and then acted like everything was fine and I...it wasn't fine. That whole night wasn't fine, but you didn't make it better or easier. You just made yourself look like an asshole.
[He groans in frustration here.] And I know you care about people. You do, but sometimes...sometimes... [Will this vague gesturing help make their point? Probably not, but here it is.] I can't figure out if something's a good idea if I don't even know what the idea is.
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But the crying does become obvious and the pulling away. They turn around, frowning a little as they look at him, huddled down on the floor of the shower. They don't sit down with him because...there's not like so much space. So they're just...standing there awkwardly.]
You...you said you were going to cut Valdis out for being weak and not...standing up against the rules and I... [There is a little bit of shame as they say the next part.] I didn't...want you to leave me...so I left. [Now they're crying. Stupid crying!] I didn't want to be some weak, worthless person you were going to end up regretting and I couldn't watch it happen and I was...scared. I was scared you were going to realize I wasn't worth it. This. Us. Everything.
[There's really no point in wiping the tears away at this point.] And sometimes you get so stubborn and you don't listen. I told you both it was enough and...I know Yato has no reason to listen to me, but I thought...I thought you might actually consider that...I... [A soft sniffle] I thought you might listen. But you just called Valdis weak and then acted like everything was fine and I...it wasn't fine. That whole night wasn't fine, but you didn't make it better or easier. You just made yourself look like an asshole.
[He groans in frustration here.] And I know you care about people. You do, but sometimes...sometimes... [Will this vague gesturing help make their point? Probably not, but here it is.] I can't figure out if something's a good idea if I don't even know what the idea is.