[Nobunaga stays on the floor while Klaus pukes, and brushes teeth, just thinking. There was so much. And somewhere under it, Nobunaga's more rational brain, the largest part of his brain, takes back the reigns from his heart. He always says his heart controls his brain... and it's true! He cannot think straight no matter what his rationale says is best, until he gets his heart on the same page. His motivation. Until Klaus, Nobunaga always thought it was his best feature. His determined unwillingness to give up, especially on social causes, and fix the damned world they were stuck in, even here, and --]
[All of Klaus' words sink in, but he can't begin to address them. He didn't call Klaus weak. The ACTION of --]
[No.]
[It's not about Nobunaga.]
[He needs to hear to the motivations. Oda stopped for a bit with Klaus. He was just trusting Klaus, but that's over. He needs to hear the motivations underneath. Klaus felt weak. Klaus felt useless. Klaus felt like he was watching Nobunaga fight, while doing nothing, while letting everything happen. Klaus couldn't change it himself, the best he could was try to make Nobunaga change it, because Nobunaga said someone not strong enough to fight to change the rules would be too weak to survive if/when it happens to Nobunaga next. It didn't matter the words, it's the meaning, the motivations, the fears underneath it all.]
[Luckily he's had a talk with Jeff too.]
[Nobunaga doesn't have time to respond, to process, before the kiss.]
[His heart's still broken, but it's like a tsunami. He wasn't noticing the receding shoreline, because he was thinking on other things, but he instantly surges into the kiss, desperately hungrily kissing Klaus back giving everything he's got, not just muscle memory, but water to a man dying of dehydration. He holds Klaus' body skintight against his own, his mind already racing ahead to the usual places, where to take this next, what to do with it, but a quick sweep of his tongue and he lets it go.]
I'm still hurt. [One kiss, a really REALLY long intense kiss, making every other kiss they'd ever shared seem like pecks if that.]
[But that's all. Then breathing, and holding a finger between their lips, Nobuanga's eyes closed.] I've never had my heart broken before, and I won't survive it happening again, Klaus. And it's not fixed yet. I have to find this poison, and cut it out, no matter how much it hurts us both, because otherwise we'll die. Do you understand? [He removes the finger and gives Klaus an even more forceful kiss, both hands on the back of Klaus head, and a low groan of all the want and longing of WEEKS of every single pent up frustration, emotion, desire, all the times he wanted to message him or joke with him just in a single damned kiss like it might be his very last of life itself, so make it count! IloveyouIloveyouIloveyou.]
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[All of Klaus' words sink in, but he can't begin to address them. He didn't call Klaus weak. The ACTION of --]
[No.]
[It's not about Nobunaga.]
[He needs to hear to the motivations. Oda stopped for a bit with Klaus. He was just trusting Klaus, but that's over. He needs to hear the motivations underneath. Klaus felt weak. Klaus felt useless. Klaus felt like he was watching Nobunaga fight, while doing nothing, while letting everything happen. Klaus couldn't change it himself, the best he could was try to make Nobunaga change it, because Nobunaga said someone not strong enough to fight to change the rules would be too weak to survive if/when it happens to Nobunaga next. It didn't matter the words, it's the meaning, the motivations, the fears underneath it all.]
[Luckily he's had a talk with Jeff too.]
[Nobunaga doesn't have time to respond, to process, before the kiss.]
[His heart's still broken, but it's like a tsunami. He wasn't noticing the receding shoreline, because he was thinking on other things, but he instantly surges into the kiss, desperately hungrily kissing Klaus back giving everything he's got, not just muscle memory, but water to a man dying of dehydration. He holds Klaus' body skintight against his own, his mind already racing ahead to the usual places, where to take this next, what to do with it, but a quick sweep of his tongue and he lets it go.]
I'm still hurt. [One kiss, a really REALLY long intense kiss, making every other kiss they'd ever shared seem like pecks if that.]
[But that's all. Then breathing, and holding a finger between their lips, Nobuanga's eyes closed.] I've never had my heart broken before, and I won't survive it happening again, Klaus. And it's not fixed yet. I have to find this poison, and cut it out, no matter how much it hurts us both, because otherwise we'll die. Do you understand? [He removes the finger and gives Klaus an even more forceful kiss, both hands on the back of Klaus head, and a low groan of all the want and longing of WEEKS of every single pent up frustration, emotion, desire, all the times he wanted to message him or joke with him just in a single damned kiss like it might be his very last of life itself, so make it count! IloveyouIloveyouIloveyou.]