I am just teasing you. You are still -- [Lalalala. How can he be nice without ADMITTING he's being nice?]
[His reflex is to be as RUDE AND CRUEL AND SADISTIC as possible. Just "You're a fucking mess." But that's too big a lie for him!]
["In agonizing withdrawal pain and barely able to move."]
[While true, too close to "kindness," and Nobuanga doesn't want Klaus to feel guilty about it either!]
[Red eyes just glow on Klaus.]
Not strong enough to bear the weight of my true affections, and I am not strong enough to control my bites enough. [Sommmmmmmmmmmething like that.]
[Nobunaga nips Klaus' nose!]
[Ugh he feels so so SO weirdly nervous too! Like if Klaus actually tested him, he would fail. He's happier about Valdis, but he's still--]
[While not self-loathing specifically, definitely unclear how to love himself. Valdis being an OLDER sibling meant Nobunaga wasn't freaking out about possible betrayal or the past, but the present, the future, he still doesn't know how to be forgiving of himself.]
Klaus, I--
[Lump in his throat. Why this? Why everything?]
[Ugh he just kitten curls up under Klaus' chin again. Don't look at him!] I'm not worthy of you yet. It doesn't matter what you say. What matters is how much I still want cut off a part of myself, and I don't know how to fix that.
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[His reflex is to be as RUDE AND CRUEL AND SADISTIC as possible. Just "You're a fucking mess." But that's too big a lie for him!]
["In agonizing withdrawal pain and barely able to move."]
[While true, too close to "kindness," and Nobuanga doesn't want Klaus to feel guilty about it either!]
[Red eyes just glow on Klaus.]
Not strong enough to bear the weight of my true affections, and I am not strong enough to control my bites enough. [Sommmmmmmmmmmething like that.]
[Nobunaga nips Klaus' nose!]
[Ugh he feels so so SO weirdly nervous too! Like if Klaus actually tested him, he would fail. He's happier about Valdis, but he's still--]
[While not self-loathing specifically, definitely unclear how to love himself. Valdis being an OLDER sibling meant Nobunaga wasn't freaking out about possible betrayal or the past, but the present, the future, he still doesn't know how to be forgiving of himself.]
Klaus, I--
[Lump in his throat. Why this? Why everything?]
[Ugh he just kitten curls up under Klaus' chin again. Don't look at him!] I'm not worthy of you yet. It doesn't matter what you say. What matters is how much I still want cut off a part of myself, and I don't know how to fix that.