I love you too... [Mumbles directly into Klaus' chest and moves to lace their fingers together! Hands are more intimate than sex anyway!] Such a cult leader thing to say. Kennyo said the same. That no one should freeze themselves; their own heart.
But it is a lot to withstand, and even without the political consequences... simply being in my presence while I'm like this hurts others.
It is not that I do not want to love: as an action, a commitment, not an emotion, but the swirling thoughts of despair and rage feel like they'll overwhelm me like a maelstrom. At least frozen is slow enough to give others time to escape.
I love you. [Kisses Klaus' chest.] I do not think I have known true fear before. Not like this. It is not bad. I have never allowed myself anything that would soften my resolve or present doubt. But it is still terrifying.
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I love you too... [Mumbles directly into Klaus' chest and moves to lace their fingers together! Hands are more intimate than sex anyway!] Such a cult leader thing to say. Kennyo said the same. That no one should freeze themselves; their own heart.
But it is a lot to withstand, and even without the political consequences... simply being in my presence while I'm like this hurts others.
It is not that I do not want to love: as an action, a commitment, not an emotion, but the swirling thoughts of despair and rage feel like they'll overwhelm me like a maelstrom. At least frozen is slow enough to give others time to escape.
I love you. [Kisses Klaus' chest.] I do not think I have known true fear before. Not like this. It is not bad. I have never allowed myself anything that would soften my resolve or present doubt. But it is still terrifying.