I mean...duh. Cause feelings are important. Even the uncomfortable ones.
[Klaus figures being afraid of him leaving was a big deal, which makes things scary. And he feels bad about it. Even if it was like...a lot.]
Oh. [They smile a little.] Well, I mean...you did, but it happens...I think we're occasionally going to disappoint one another, but I think we have to talk about those moments, too. I guess.
[Klaus nuzzles at him a little] I'm...I guess I'm scared, but I guess of other things. I don't want to hurt you or myself or something...but I'm okay. I mean...I'm terrified I'm going to disappoint myself and everyone by fucking up my sobriety, I guess...
[There's a light nose boop] I'm going sober for different reasons. I don't want to...be the same person I was back home. I don't want to drown everything out and be a disappointment because I'm too scared to let people have expectations of me. I want to be worth all the praise that people keep giving me. I want to be worth all the expectations. I...want people...to think I'm worth something and to feel like that's true. You know?
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[Klaus figures being afraid of him leaving was a big deal, which makes things scary. And he feels bad about it. Even if it was like...a lot.]
Oh. [They smile a little.] Well, I mean...you did, but it happens...I think we're occasionally going to disappoint one another, but I think we have to talk about those moments, too. I guess.
[Klaus nuzzles at him a little] I'm...I guess I'm scared, but I guess of other things. I don't want to hurt you or myself or something...but I'm okay. I mean...I'm terrified I'm going to disappoint myself and everyone by fucking up my sobriety, I guess...
[There's a light nose boop] I'm going sober for different reasons. I don't want to...be the same person I was back home. I don't want to drown everything out and be a disappointment because I'm too scared to let people have expectations of me. I want to be worth all the praise that people keep giving me. I want to be worth all the expectations. I...want people...to think I'm worth something and to feel like that's true. You know?