[Nobunaga half laughs... half chokes on the proclamation that hugging him was what tipped him off.]
[Ahahahahahahah that's so funny. Because it's fucked up.]
[That's how fucked up Nobunaga is.]
[Awesome.]
[He wants to hug them for real, but obviously can't now.]
Oh, you fucking -- [Screw this, Nobunaga pushes Klaus down into the couch instead of pulling him up, and kisses Klaus brutally hard, both of Nobunaga's arms over Klaus' head cradling him lightly, protectively.] Don't apologize. Don't you dare. [A small glare and a tiny bite to Klaus' nose.] If anyone but you killed me... I'd have hated it. I wouldn't have forgiven you. [He feels like a rigid spring, stone and metal, unlike his Tanegashima, worse, but just ever so gently holds Klaus' hand his again, remembering at least how to breathe, and pulls Klaus' fingers up to lightly kiss the knuckles.] With you I can say, "It's fine, you've already conquered the most dangerous part of me, what's a little more?" If anything... [Narrows his eyes on Klaus.] It's my fault for putting that on you. I never asked. I've just taken. And I will still. I'll still continue to do so. [Kisses the knuckles and then sighs, drops the hand and rests his head on the couch over Klaus' neck, to their head.]
You're stronger than you give yourself credit for. I guess it was an impossible order, but I never... Ha... [Hug. How to hug. He can't do it. He'll work his way up slowly. He kisses Klaus' temple gently.]
When you took my Tanegashima... [He pulls back looking at Klaus, and smiles softly.] I've never wanted someone as badly as that moment. Even though you hate all this, you didn't collapse or run for cover. The closest was when Mai Mizusaki kept telling me off for bossing her around. But it's different. Because -- [Does he have to explain it? He's not even sure he can.]
I know you hate war. Fighting. Ghosts. And instead I dragged you into the worst of it. Put you in an impossible situation. If you told me right now you never want to see me again, I'd tell you, too bad, you won't get that wish. Anything else, I'll break a world for you, or remake it over again.
[Sigh.]
[Best he can do for now.]
[He offers a hand up to Klaus, though he doesn't completely rise yet, waiting for Klaus' decisions, reaction.]
Remember how I've been studying music to surprise you? This is another. I will keep surprising you. A real hug. Not right now... but sometime. And other things. [Tsun glances away again!]
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Date: 2022-10-31 01:21 am (UTC)[Ahahahahahahah that's so funny. Because it's fucked up.]
[That's how fucked up Nobunaga is.]
[Awesome.]
[He wants to hug them for real, but obviously can't now.]
Oh, you fucking -- [Screw this, Nobunaga pushes Klaus down into the couch instead of pulling him up, and kisses Klaus brutally hard, both of Nobunaga's arms over Klaus' head cradling him lightly, protectively.] Don't apologize. Don't you dare. [A small glare and a tiny bite to Klaus' nose.] If anyone but you killed me... I'd have hated it. I wouldn't have forgiven you. [He feels like a rigid spring, stone and metal, unlike his Tanegashima, worse, but just ever so gently holds Klaus' hand his again, remembering at least how to breathe, and pulls Klaus' fingers up to lightly kiss the knuckles.] With you I can say, "It's fine, you've already conquered the most dangerous part of me, what's a little more?" If anything... [Narrows his eyes on Klaus.] It's my fault for putting that on you. I never asked. I've just taken. And I will still. I'll still continue to do so. [Kisses the knuckles and then sighs, drops the hand and rests his head on the couch over Klaus' neck, to their head.]
You're stronger than you give yourself credit for. I guess it was an impossible order, but I never... Ha... [Hug. How to hug. He can't do it. He'll work his way up slowly. He kisses Klaus' temple gently.]
When you took my Tanegashima... [He pulls back looking at Klaus, and smiles softly.] I've never wanted someone as badly as that moment. Even though you hate all this, you didn't collapse or run for cover. The closest was when Mai Mizusaki kept telling me off for bossing her around. But it's different. Because -- [Does he have to explain it? He's not even sure he can.]
I know you hate war. Fighting. Ghosts. And instead I dragged you into the worst of it. Put you in an impossible situation. If you told me right now you never want to see me again, I'd tell you, too bad, you won't get that wish. Anything else, I'll break a world for you, or remake it over again.
[Sigh.]
[Best he can do for now.]
[He offers a hand up to Klaus, though he doesn't completely rise yet, waiting for Klaus' decisions, reaction.]
Remember how I've been studying music to surprise you? This is another. I will keep surprising you. A real hug. Not right now... but sometime. And other things. [Tsun glances away again!]