Why? [He isn't going to point out that even Regi threw Klaus under a literal bus, but...] Valdis doesn't even know what she wants. How?
So be his friend. But don't lie to both yourself and me, that it's going to change him. That's not the point of friendship. And Pratt can take care of himself, as unbelievable as that sounds. He knows better now, that it won't be sexy like he thought.
I don't...
[Nobunaga's hurt by that. He's trying and yet...] Explain. [Just quietly. Composed.]
I don’t know what I want half the time, but it doesn’t make her less trustworthy. I know if the chips are down and shit is real, she’s my friend and she’ll do what she can to help me. Sure, she’d probably be just as fine to sip my soul and stuff, but she’s there for me. And she trusted me with her wounds and stuff. So I can trust her with me.
[There’s a sigh] I’m not trying to change him. Just give him someone to rely on and maybe listen to sometimes. I’m not saying it might not go wrong, but I don’t know. And I know Pratt can, but is it wrong to want to help?
[Just curling up on the bed] Sometimes it feels to me like…you ask me to trust you, right? Even if I don’t understand or whatever and I’m trying to. I am. Maybe I have shit to work through on that because of my past. I probably do. But then sometimes it feels like you’re holding me with kid gloves like…like I don’t understand things.
You know what you want. Or... I know what you want. You want everyone to be happy and safe and fulfilled. You go crazy, because that can be contradictory. This is your motivation. This is why you do everything and anything. Valdis does not have this figured out yet. She knows what she does not want, but that is not enough for me.
What does trust mean to you, Klaus?
Then just be Blackbeard's friend. I have never told you not to, have I?
I have never asked you to trust me. And I never will. Such a thing, is not how I work. I want your faith, but only because I work every day to earn it. I don't want your trust. I want you to be skeptical, and able to kill me when no one else can. I hate that Teyrey trusts me. I have told her over and over, I will abuse it, and I will, and I do, keep hurting her and taking advantage of it. And I always will.
I do treat you gently. Because I want to. I want to protect you. You've been through a lot and you've had almost no one in your life offer you simple basics like this. I am much harsher on you than almost anyone else too. Because I have the highest of standards. And I know you can withstand it. So I do things with you I would never with anyone else. I told you the first day we met, I don't want to break you. I'm good at breaking people. On purpose, but even on accident. But you always exceed my expectations. I do not want to hold you back from anything. That is why I told you to date Bash. That is why I cannot tell you NOT to sleep with others, only leave it as your choice, and forever try to be the best so you don't feel inclined to want anyone else.
I think you understand more than I do, Klaus. "Wakaran," in Japanese, means I don't get it. I feel like I say that constantly here. I am forever filled with questions. Because I don't understand.
I just told you. If you show me on a repeat basis that I can rely on you, then I do. Trust doesn’t have to mean agree with on everything ever. I trust you to tell me when I’m doing something stupid or something you disagree with.
No. But you seem wary about the knives a touch.
Do you want to do those things to her or do you not want to stop doing them? Not an attack, just a question. Clarification. But even she questions you. Trusting or not.
But you can tell me those things. You can tell me. I am not suffering from boundaries. It helps keep things clear and I know you well enough by now to know you say that you’re fine with that, but you’re not. It’s half the reason I was surprised you were the one asking for a threesome. Because you might say one thing and show another. And I know how jealous you get.
But you don’t need to be gentle at the risk of your own feelings. I’m not suffocating. And faith and trust just sound like the same thing to me.
I don't... Reliable. Is that it? Tch. [Nobunaga pokes Klaus' forehead!] Do you think I dislike people disagreeing with me? I have 5 generals at home, none of them agree with each other about anything! I prefer people to challenge me. To disagree with me, and tell me how I'm wrong. I get heated. I have to. All my emotions are tied up in it, and I am incapable of detaching them. If the stance someone is taking isn't strong enough to defend it against my temper, then it's not worth my time. No one agreed with me about Mt. Hiei, and I never would have employed them if they had! What I did was an atrocity. [Bared teeth, snarl.] I set an entire mountain on fire. But it is only knowing that all my generals hated it, that I knew they would do everything they could to make sure it was as least awful as it could be.
And Kichou... [HARD FACEPALM! Nearly a slap and donking sound.] Kichou was a sadist, almost as much as I am. He is cruel. Saito Dosan, his father, is worse than even Reginald Hargreaves. He's an evil Uncle too. He tortured Kichou, and Mitsuhide, his nephew. He killed my father, and he almost tortured his whole lands as daimyo. I mention this because... Kichou is the only other person I would have proposed to. But Kichou is a sadist. I am not a masochist, and if he was, our entire relationship would have been a lot healthier, but truthfully, it could never be actually healthy. We are both immensely strong personalities, and he has more rage than even I. I sent him to deal with the Ikkou Ikki, but he failed me. I don't understand what changed, but the next time I saw him, he vowed to never allow peace. And I still don't hate him. I don't hate anyone. Hate is the worst. I don't fear being hated, because it will always hurt its wielder more than anyone else. But I can -- easily, have sex without trusting someone. Everything with Kichou was like a dance to see who would stab each other first. A battle of wills and ideals, and just... highly charged war without letting anyone interfere in our dance.
Let's see, your AU twin got his fingers cut off and fed to him, and you told me you want to prevent that by helping Blackbeard mitigate his stabbing urges, like you mitigate all my anger by letting me bite you, and you wonder why I am a little leery of this? [SIGH.] Klaus. Swords in my time... are taught by tutors. Monks. They teach them to children from the time they are born. Rather, the noble children. The castes -- you understand, they do not allow the other three castes to use the sword. It is a privilege only afforded the samurai, this is something I personally changed. One of those rules you say I am too intense about. They teach them by cutting children. "You can't understand the pain you inflict on others without experiencing it yourself. Always remember this pain. And learn not to fear it, but not seek it." This kind of thing. I will stab you anywhere you wish. But I am never going to be happy with the idea of someone I don't know, cannot trust, stabbing you for their own enjoyment, and you saying, "Teehee! It's okay, we're friends!" If this does not make sense to you, ask Ava or Pratt. But make sure you tell them, it's not just masochism, because I have always offered to stab you too. For that matter, even ask Valdis.
To me... when I say I don't trust... it's yes... I think similar? It is hm... Not just reliability. Predictability. That I know what they'll do and why. That is why I trust motivations but... Trust is... to me, it means I do not try to tear it apart. There is no logic that factors in, I believe words because the person says so, because I have no reason to doubt them. I put the person above my reason. This is not the case. Are you upset that I don't trust you about being stabbed? I'm sorry. I cannot. It is not that I don't trust you, I don't trust them. I haven't met them. If you were getting stabbed by Valdis, I would be okay with it. Maybe this is the problem with sex too. No wait, Sharky. I don't know. I don't know what my problem is, I'm sorry.
If I tell Teyrey something, of course she questions me. She understands: That is what I want. She would immensely disappoint me if she didn't! That would mean she is afraid of me. That she hates me. That's not trust at all.
Trust is -- accepting what someone says about information without checking or comparing to anything else. I couldn't afford that at home. Not after No-- my brother. [The anger from earlier softens completely.] I did... I used to trust him. I'm flattered that Teyrey trusts me, but I've told her constantly to verify everything I say. Because I have my blind spots. Even me. And I don't know where they are, or they wouldn't exist. I've told her, and she agrees, to not believe my words ever, but my actions speak for themselves.
I'm reliable. I don't... think Valdis is for me yet. I think you can trust her implicitly. So... I do trust her with you. I told her the first day I met her, don't protect me, that's not how generals like me work. Protect you. Because then I can still act rationally. And she has given me reasons to trust her in that regard.
Tell you -- [Irritated growl.] No, Klaus. I can't. I told you, I'm glad you understood my jealousy. That I would be hurt or maybe just angry, and there would be consequences. But I'm not as -- in tune with my emotions as I want... or need to be. I'm... I have to rely on your strength for this, I am sorry. It's not because I don't want to suffocate you, it's because... I can't be someone making these kinds of restrictions. I'm... scared. It's not even that I don't trust you. I trust you to know better than me. But it would hurt me. Please... please understand this... this is like the values I tried to bring up. [Ugh why is this so hard?!]
How can faith and trust sound the same to a cult leader? [Laughs, because ehhhh sure why not. And just pokes Klaus' cheek.] Faith is... [A headtilt. A SMILE!] I retract that. It's an optimism that people mean well, they will do their best. I guess that could be a form of trust. I just never thought it that way before? [More laughs! And kisses Klaus' forehead.] I am glad I asked you this. Obviously... faith in gods I don't have. But it is believing they are real without evidence, even with evidence to the contrary. It's a little different, I think, in people, because it's built with time. With recurring successes. Similar to why I trust Valdis with you. Tentative building. But if ever fails, I won't be entirely surprised. Just disappointed.
[Klaus scrunches up his face a little at the poke] I didn't say you liked it. [They don't really know what to say about the other part, though. It's obvious that he didn't like it and so Klaus doesn't want to cut into it too much more.
There's a weird flash of jealousy about Kichou. He knew about people before, but somehow this one gets him.] I'm sorry about your friend. Or...well...whatever you call him.
[This makes him sit up quietly.] Okay. I guess I get it. I'll try not to get stabbed, okay? But I do that for you because I love you. Because it helps you to be chill. And also because I like it. I don't like being stabbed at least not that I'm aware of. Really only know what that's like from like...being harpooned in the chest.
[Klaus smiles a little, reaching a hand out for him] You're just...it's okay not to want me to sleep with other people. I get it. I don't want to make you jealous or uncomfortable. [They study him for a moment] Boundaries with a romantic partner aren't like...how things were at home. You can let me be free without also causing yourself discomfort. I'm not really sure how to explain it. I know you said like your hawks, you let them be free and they can come back or not. But...it's not...the same exactly. It's not a containment. It's just voicing things you don't want from a relationship. Just like how you say you don't like the idea of me going into a situation where I'll get stabbed because for you it reminds you of how I let you bite me when you get upset. Sometimes you can...say, "These are things that make me uncomfortable." and it it's something we can work through together, then we will. If it's a boundary, then I'll respect it.
[There's an eyebrow arch at that] I'm a fake, buddy. I'm not any form of religious. [There's a nod at his words, though.] Glad I could help.
I want to be disagreed with. If you don't tell me when and why you disagree with me, I won't get stronger.
Not a friend! [Very hoarsely! And he even shudders!] Definitely not a friend. An ex. The closest I've been to getting dumped I suppose. I asked him to do something I thought no one else had a chance, but I don't know what happened to him. [Kichou timetraveled into the future, though Nobunaga doesn't know this.] He had to go deep undercover in the cult. [Nobunaga comes over, puts his left arm over Klaus' shoulders, laying on his front and gently shooter his lips.] Nothing like you, worry not. And it is like he never showed up.
[Snuggles into Klaus' neck, just breathing in their smell! This is nice.]
Yare yare... Klaus... [Why is he always asking for this??? Values? And yet even now...]
I don't mind you getting stabbed, it's not that I think it's inherently like how I find you sexy and biting you soothes me a million ways. I don't want you to get stabbed, because you don't want to be stabbed. You're so desperate to be friends and help someone you'll do things you don't like to please them. Stop acting like your only worth is in things like this. I love you. You are fantastic, you are brilliant. Find another way. Just be his friend. He likes whips too. I don't even have a problem if you want to practice whips with him because it's fun. I am uncomfortable, however, with you letting him whip you. Do you understand the difference? It's important.
Things I want.... how the hell can I know that? I've never even heard of stuff you have. Choking you with a tie I thought was the hottest thing I've ever done. Then I remembered to show you my whip. Then that was the hottest. Then you convinced me to be your sheathe. So that was the hottest too.
Klaus... I want to make you smile. I want to do things that my head says are really stupid and I will hate, like karaoke, and wearing a lion costume instead of being like everyone else as a demon, and every ice cream flavor in one bowl, and Disco dancing, argh.
[Struck by demonic inspiration, Nobunaga kisses down Klaus forehead and nose and oh so chastely barely ghosts the lips.]
I want to be the one you rely the most on. I want you to always be free, always make friends, always cherish them above all else, but I want to be the only one you return to at night, the only one to help you reach sexual heights, the only one to have your romantic love like this. I want to be the best for you. I want you to be safe, fulfilled and above all else happy. I will turn both of our bad lucks into good, with my own two hands, and your heart that saves me endlessly from my darkness. Because you are the strongest, sweetest, most valuable treasure I've ever met. To know you is to love you. Abd every day I love you more and more. I have never believed in fate and soulmates, but now I do. That's my wedding vows. So remember it.
[Klaus makes a very quiet note of that] Okay. Not a friend, then. [The arm and the pressure of someone lying on him makes them smile.
They move to put a hand against the back of Nobunaga's head, lightly running his fingers through his hair. It is nice.
And the rest of this makes them frown. Even if he does understand what he's saying here. He doesn't want him to put himself in danger just to be close to someone.] I only want you to whip me, babe. But I do want to give myself a few people to train with because there's different...ways of doing things and being able to fight. Just in case someone else has a super secret cool move that would help me in a fight. Cause I know your weaknesses, but not like normal people's.
[They listen as he talks here, smiling a little the more time passes.] Well, I'm happy to help you find new things. And as long as those things also make you happy, I'm glad that you do all those things for me.
[The kisses are definitely enough to very nearly distract him. And the words were definitely...good. Those are boundaries even when he doesn't say them, but they aren't going to push the situation.] I want that, too. [Klaus takes a moment of thinking before attempting to use his training to turn them both over so Nobunaga's the one on his back. This will come with a kiss.] You're the cutest fiancé I've ever had. [A beat] Also the only fiancé I've ever had.
Yeah. And I do want you to train, and have friends, and have fun learning that you can be stronger and that you are the furthest damn thing from useless ever! [Kisses Klaus' temple!] That's why I said maximum options. Got it?
[No no, Nobunaga understood those were boundaries. He had a breakthrough of being able to set some finally!!!]
Cute... hah...
[Eyeroll!] Kichou wasn't a fiancee, does that help? It was going to be a political marriage anyway. But our relationship was always untenable. He's a terrorist now. Rumors circulate that he's become a pirate, but that seems unlikely. [Actually true.]
[Klaus feels relieved and the relief makes him feel slightly guilty, but they just smile and kiss Nobunaga.] I am glad because I like…being yours. I don’t care if I’m not the first or only. I just…want to be your fiancé. [They’re blushing again.] Wish I had a ring to put on it. [This is said as a finger lightly touches Nobunaga’s finger] What do they do for engagements in your time?
Ring?? [Okay. He will do a jewelry raid. See what it takes!]
Uh... [Glances up at the ceiling.] Noble courting rituals are such a pain. They're whole big family affairs. Everything is pre-arranged. They might have the courting, but it's separated by those dividing screens, so that people can't get all -- solely attracted on physicality, and are forced to be reminded that it's not about the couple to be wed, it's about the whole family, the political union. There's tons and tons of chaperones, and they do stupid formal things, but sometimes there's a lot of elegance, and courting by waterfalls or watching sakura blossoms if the kids already like each other. A lot of it is legal stuff, hammering out contract negotiations, because -- like I said, it's almost never romantic in my time.
It was for Oichi. So it was pretty different for her. Katsuie is older than me, younger than our father, but Katsuie was one of my best Generals. I was so scared he'd side with Nobuyuki, but he didn't like my Uncle, so even though he was on Gozen's side -- my mother, he agreed too, that I was doing things right. It was tough to part with him. My brother-in-law.
I sent them away into hiding. Only Hideyoshi knows how to find them. Every character in his name: Hideyoshi Toyotomi is borrowed from my other generals. Did I ever mention that? Hide is from Mitsuhide Akechi, of course. Shi is from Shibata Katsuie. I couldn't even attend their wedding. That was part of the arrangement. So that he could get dismissed and go into hiding. If I was there then... [So much looking at the ceiling! But then into Klaus' eyes searching for the thoughts in there.]
Ugh, it's so religious in Japan. The weddings. There's prayer beads, sharing sake... [Nobunaga does smirk at that and wink, because he knows Klaus knows how Nobunaga feels about that!] and sometimes they bind their pinky fingers together with red ribbon. [Extends his for Klaus to take.] This symbolizes the red thread of fate. Yato's able to cut those, so normally that'd be like... the worst thing ever! [Laughs!!!] Very blasphemous. That's why I like him. He's like the God version of myself. My AU twin.
Hmmm... Unfortunately there's nothing to really show the difference for engaged people right now in Japan. It's all family stuff. And political. Even for the lower castes. So everyone would just know, if they were part of it. Nothing to show off.
With Kichou, he has his own emblem. A sparrowhawk fused with a swallowtail butterfly. Not his family's, his own. I got dramatic when I first met him, thinking we were destined. [Nobunaga doesn't realize Klaus is jealous or guilty about the relief, he would be glad for it secretly! But tell him not to be guilty at all!!!] So I wanted it engraved on lots of swords, whether I gave them to him or not. Chou is butterfly. And my family, including Ieyasu even though his relationship to the Oda clan is more abstract, is deeply rooted in hawks. My father raised them his whole life, and passed that onto me, and me to Ieyasu.
Sparrowhawks are the tiniest hawks. [Moves his hands to show the size!] Very cute, but always angry. They are even more bitey than I am! You cannot handle any of them without getting bitten. And not affectionately. Kichou is the same way. Allying with me, I thought: this is a partner who can help me change the world. He is like the tiniest gorgeous angry hawk. And I thought he was embracing it with his mark. Embracing me. Wanting the same vision of the future together.
It was his way of forsaking his father, Dosan. The whole clan. And the Taira clan has a swallowtail butterfly, so he had to make his own mark different from it. And I used to say tell him to his face he was like a sparrowhawk. Just the way he looked at me, like he was assessing how good my innards would taste. And he would say, "This is because you are seeing me walk away from you. This is just my swallowtail trail." Like I couldn't see the rest of him either. Maybe I didn't. I always thought I did. I thought I knew him better than myself. Now? I have no idea. He wouldn't tell me things, so how was I supposed to know anyway?
Kichou still uses that mark, and I am the only one who can't look at it, without wincing at my childish past. I guess he left a deeper mark on me than the other way around.
If I got married now... [A soft grin, since that's the plan, isn't it?] They would be part of my family. So they would gain the Oda mon. To show everyone they are mine. I am not saying giving you my mark makes you married to me, obviously. Many of my soldiers have it. But it's also closer than my other generals, because they are not my family, Oda clan. So I would have to get you something different that says you are my partner, and therefore equal, or better, but not a soldier. You decide your own path, but still you could show it off, I am your family too.
Is a ring big enough? [He wanted to keep it secret, but it's fine, he can just surprise him with the actual object, not that he wants to get him one!!!] Would you ever consider a tattoo of my mark?
[Klaus laughs.] Is that a suggestion? Do you want to fill me up?
Mmhm. Like the Beyonce song! [Klaus smiles a little at that, like he's just been very clever.]
[They listen to every word, smiling a little as they do. It sounds romantic from this side, but it's probably less so when you're going about it on your own. So many things that could have been different. Just sitting awkwardly with someone you maybe knew or didn't know and trying to think of things to talk about.
There's a slightly darker expression about Kichou and all the stupid things about him and his dumb, stupid face that Klaus is sure is really handsome but ALSO STUPID! Even if Klaus doesn't know him. They still don't like him. Why? That's the real question here. Stupid sparrowhawks and stupid fancy butterflies!] Well...he sounds dumb anyway. [So whatever.]
[There's a blush slowly working its way from Klaus' cheeks down towards his neck. It shouldn't be so cute] If we're married, I'd show it off all the time, dummy. [A little kiss for the insult.]
It can be...the ring. You could get it engraved or something? [As for the question of the tattoo] Maybe once we're married. Wouldn't be the most ridiculous thing I've done.
Yeah, I definitely want to fill you up. [A gentle nip to Klaus' jawline!]
I don't know that song.
[Nobunaga smiles softly about Kichou being dumb. He's not, he's a genius. Just like Mitsuhide. Ran in the family. But he won't say that exactly. Instead he kisses Klaus' temple.] He's not as smart as you. But yours an impossible bar I can only think of a few that match it. None are stronger than you though, [Maybe Maeve?] so you could definitely defeat him. After all, what is a sparrowhawk to a flying tiger?
Okay. You should. Show it off all the time.
I have a design in mind, but I'm not sure how to make it here, there's no smiths or forges. Well, engraving is easy enough, I do it on the best knives and swords, but the rest...
[At the idea of Klaus getting an Oda mon, Nobunaga's heart swells SO MUCH with pride.]
[Now they're both blushing. And he's over the moon happy. To a level it's even ... quiet. Just basking in it.] I love you. You will be the only man in all of time and space to have such a tattoo. After all, I told you tattoos are forbidden. It turns you into an untouchable.
Here, let me see your chest. I will draw it with my finger. How big do you want it? Like a fist size? Or smaller?
[Klaus' brain is guttering a little, woops] Well, then you will.
I'll play it for you later.
[Klaus flushes slightly.] I'm not...I don't think I could fight him, but I get to have you, so that's good enough.
All the time, babe.
[Klaus feels very pleased with the current situation. They know not everyone understands this or them, but it's so nice just...everything. All of it.] I want to be the only one ever. [They are casually not thinking about the conversation they had with Skulduggery about the possibility of multiple versions of themselves. There might be multiples of Nobunaga, too. Maybe versions of them that are together or not.
They carefully pull their sweater and shirt off, dropping it on the floor.] I don't know.
How long do you want me to go? Or is fast again? Any levitation plans?
[Nobunaga laughs!] He'd be grateful I'm sure. And pity you. Until he found out you are a masochist, and then he'd definitely try to seduce you away. He'd be like, "Now that you've tried the rest, try the best." And compliment your cheekbones, and say you are much too good to waste your time with such an aggravating moron. He's tried that with Ranmaru too. I think he scares Ranmaru. [No, he doesn't.]
[Nobunaga traces a finger for as small as he can go and still keep the appropriate detail. Then kisses over the spot and hums! Then draws it bigger, with a few more kisses over the mark. Then up to palm sized and licks the trail.]
What do you think? Does it fit? Or should I keep trying bigger?
[Klaus smiles a little] I don't have exact plans today, so we can see how it goes? No levitation at this moment. We're in the bed. Maybe if we fuck in the shower later.
[There is a little boop on the nose here. This is all your fault. You started the nose boops.] And I would tell him no. Cause I don't want him. I want you. Even if he kills me about it.
[The fingers and kisses are mostly PG, but when Nobunaga licks his chest, his breath catches slightly, slowing considerably.] You can do anything you want if you keep using your tongue.
[Okay, but he literally loves the nose boops? They make him feel very very loved and cherished and not at all feared. In a good way, not in a threatening way.]
[And Klaus' stubborn refusal of Kichou does SO MANY things to his emotions.]
[Wasn't Klaus the one who wanted threesomes? But not with people who didn't like Nobunaga at least... and that means... the universe to Nobunaga.]
[There's a small hiccup.] I wouldn't let him hurt you. And he's a grown man, he can handle rejection.
[JUST GONNA KISS KLAUS OKAY.]
[Or more licking now.]
[Nobunaga scrambles on top to straddle them, pin Klaus' arms and lick a giant Oda mon into their chest!]
Klaus... [A small feral growl of pure wanton desire, he adds some bites into the center of the flower, to really make the red light up on Klaus and he wants Klaus to feel it to LAST so all the next day he'd feel it no matter what he wore. Gently sucking the skin, but then long tracing patterns. Nobunaga's fingers trailed down Klaus' sides, finally to their legs and between them, still focused on licking his artwork but thumbing over the tip of Klaus to give them even more to react to.]
Keep talking. I want to hear your voice and nothing else.
[This makes Klaus smile widely] Yeah. Makes shower sex a heck of a lot easier. Or I figure it will. Don't have to use as much upper body strength to keep me up and easy clean up.
[They lean in to the kiss, humming softly] Probably, but I still wouldn't care if my life was in danger. I'm marrying you and no one else.
[Klaus lightly struggles against being pinned, but not enough to really free themselves. They like being pinned, but one has to give the illusion of trying to gain freedom or it's not as sexy. Or something. They're making shit up. But shit, the bites and everything else already have him wanting more and ugh.
Their breath catches again at the feeling of Nobunaga's hand between their legs, hips arching up towards the hand.] A-ah. Shit. You're...so hot. Right now. God. I would marry you right here if I could. Naked in the middle of sex and I would marry you. [Klaus is well aware that the sex part hasn't officially started, but they mean it.] I...don't think anyone would come to the wedding, though. [There's a soft laugh here.]
[At about marrying him in the middle of sex, Nobunaga just smirks.] I do. You're a clergy man, or close enough right? So it counts? Or must there be witnesses other than ghosts? We can send our invitations with a warning.
[Nobunaga meant to fill Klaus up, but this usually happens. He slides all the way down, uncovers Klaus and starts licking his dick with the happiest hungrier purrs.] I love you too. [Shit he's blushing. Has he ever blushed about this before? It doesn't matter, because...] More than I can ever express in words or actions.
[Just slides his mouth all the way down over him, before pulling back to focus on licking the tip again and again all over.]
[Klaus was going to make another comment about the shower sex when he hears I do and his heart soars in a way he never expected it would.] I do. [It's the smallest of whispers, but still there.] I don't think it counts in most places without a witness, but what do I know about how things work here? We could make our own rules for this. For us. [Which would kind of make them married right now if that's how it worked]
[It takes everything in their power not to let their hips jerk up in that moment, fists balled up in the sheets and muscles perhaps a little more tense than they need to be.] Fuck. I... [There's a soft moan, head dropping back.]
[Klaus said it too. So they're married. And he likes it better that they did it in private. He doesn't want to share this blissful Klaus with anyone else!]
[He thought riding Klaus was the hottest. Everything always gets better. Now this is the new hottest. Emotional highs = sexual highs. HE WILL REMEMBER THIS.]
[Nobunaga gets even more into it, Klaus pleasure and lack of self control, the fact that they can just MAKE THEIR OWN RULES, exactly what he wants! Is nearly enough for Nobunaga HIMSELF, but the best he can do is make sure it's the best blowjob Klaus has ever had, and that Nobunaga has ever given, so he follows Klaus' rhythm, though there's a little bit of teeth as he gets back down to the base, trying to keep his lips on Klaus, and only making sure to remove them so he can pull back up to the to the tip, but lets his teeth every so lightly touch under the head for maximum impact. He always tells Klaus he won't hold back, so he hopes Klaus gets it. Anyone else could die from Nobunaga, Klaus is too strong to, isn't he?]
[Normally teeth would be a concern in these situations, but Klaus trusts Nobunaga with him and to not cause him undue harm. There's another groan and their hands ball up tighter, hips jerking just slightly.] Je-Jesus. I just... [Just married blowjobs really up there on the experience thing.] Hottest husband ever.
[Nobunaga sketches more Oda mons up and down Klaus' legs with a finger, the teeth are gone now so he can speed up, and so Klaus can jerk as much as he wants without risking death -- or the pain akin to death anyway!]
[HE IS the hottest husband ever! PRAISE HIM MORE!]
[Klaus can feel the finger, can tell in a vague sense what it's drawing and the speed up makes his head drop back. It's not too much longer before he can't stop himself, a litany of swears as he comes in Nobunaga's mouth.
Another minute before they're yanking their husband up by the hair to kiss them.] I feel like I've said it a thousand times, but I'll say it a thousand more. I love you. I love you. I love you. [Each of these is punctuated with a kiss.] Are we doing blowjobs instead of rings? Is this what's happening?
[Nobunaga drinks Klaus down happily, feeling like definitely the best damn husband ever, and it's a new title he likes even more than Mizune!]
[He's so shocked by the hair tug but damn... maybe he IS a little bit masochistic??? BUT ONLY FOR KLAUS!!!]
[He loves it though, and loves the kisses even more, eyes wide, and blushing hard!!!]
[He tries to kiss him back, too flustered that Klaus is so readily embracing the taste of his own cum, but FAR from arguing it, just actually shut up for once!!!]
[He tries to nod!]
[Finally-- ALL STAMMERS:]
Y-Yeah... until I get you a real one. My mouth is your ring. [Don't look at him! He's so embarrassed!!!]
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So be his friend. But don't lie to both yourself and me, that it's going to change him. That's not the point of friendship. And Pratt can take care of himself, as unbelievable as that sounds. He knows better now, that it won't be sexy like he thought.
I don't...
[Nobunaga's hurt by that. He's trying and yet...] Explain. [Just quietly. Composed.]
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[There’s a sigh] I’m not trying to change him. Just give him someone to rely on and maybe listen to sometimes. I’m not saying it might not go wrong, but I don’t know. And I know Pratt can, but is it wrong to want to help?
[Just curling up on the bed] Sometimes it feels to me like…you ask me to trust you, right? Even if I don’t understand or whatever and I’m trying to. I am. Maybe I have shit to work through on that because of my past. I probably do. But then sometimes it feels like you’re holding me with kid gloves like…like I don’t understand things.
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What does trust mean to you, Klaus?
Then just be Blackbeard's friend. I have never told you not to, have I?
I have never asked you to trust me. And I never will. Such a thing, is not how I work. I want your faith, but only because I work every day to earn it. I don't want your trust. I want you to be skeptical, and able to kill me when no one else can. I hate that Teyrey trusts me. I have told her over and over, I will abuse it, and I will, and I do, keep hurting her and taking advantage of it. And I always will.
I do treat you gently. Because I want to. I want to protect you. You've been through a lot and you've had almost no one in your life offer you simple basics like this. I am much harsher on you than almost anyone else too. Because I have the highest of standards. And I know you can withstand it. So I do things with you I would never with anyone else. I told you the first day we met, I don't want to break you. I'm good at breaking people. On purpose, but even on accident. But you always exceed my expectations. I do not want to hold you back from anything. That is why I told you to date Bash. That is why I cannot tell you NOT to sleep with others, only leave it as your choice, and forever try to be the best so you don't feel inclined to want anyone else.
I think you understand more than I do, Klaus. "Wakaran," in Japanese, means I don't get it. I feel like I say that constantly here. I am forever filled with questions. Because I don't understand.
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I just told you. If you show me on a repeat basis that I can rely on you, then I do. Trust doesn’t have to mean agree with on everything ever. I trust you to tell me when I’m doing something stupid or something you disagree with.
No. But you seem wary about the knives a touch.
Do you want to do those things to her or do you not want to stop doing them? Not an attack, just a question. Clarification. But even she questions you. Trusting or not.
But you can tell me those things. You can tell me. I am not suffering from boundaries. It helps keep things clear and I know you well enough by now to know you say that you’re fine with that, but you’re not. It’s half the reason I was surprised you were the one asking for a threesome. Because you might say one thing and show another. And I know how jealous you get.
But you don’t need to be gentle at the risk of your own feelings. I’m not suffocating. And faith and trust just sound like the same thing to me.
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And Kichou... [HARD FACEPALM! Nearly a slap and donking sound.] Kichou was a sadist, almost as much as I am. He is cruel. Saito Dosan, his father, is worse than even Reginald Hargreaves. He's an evil Uncle too. He tortured Kichou, and Mitsuhide, his nephew. He killed my father, and he almost tortured his whole lands as daimyo. I mention this because... Kichou is the only other person I would have proposed to. But Kichou is a sadist. I am not a masochist, and if he was, our entire relationship would have been a lot healthier, but truthfully, it could never be actually healthy. We are both immensely strong personalities, and he has more rage than even I. I sent him to deal with the Ikkou Ikki, but he failed me. I don't understand what changed, but the next time I saw him, he vowed to never allow peace. And I still don't hate him. I don't hate anyone. Hate is the worst. I don't fear being hated, because it will always hurt its wielder more than anyone else. But I can -- easily, have sex without trusting someone. Everything with Kichou was like a dance to see who would stab each other first. A battle of wills and ideals, and just... highly charged war without letting anyone interfere in our dance.
Let's see, your AU twin got his fingers cut off and fed to him, and you told me you want to prevent that by helping Blackbeard mitigate his stabbing urges, like you mitigate all my anger by letting me bite you, and you wonder why I am a little leery of this? [SIGH.] Klaus. Swords in my time... are taught by tutors. Monks. They teach them to children from the time they are born. Rather, the noble children. The castes -- you understand, they do not allow the other three castes to use the sword. It is a privilege only afforded the samurai, this is something I personally changed. One of those rules you say I am too intense about. They teach them by cutting children. "You can't understand the pain you inflict on others without experiencing it yourself. Always remember this pain. And learn not to fear it, but not seek it." This kind of thing. I will stab you anywhere you wish. But I am never going to be happy with the idea of someone I don't know, cannot trust, stabbing you for their own enjoyment, and you saying, "Teehee! It's okay, we're friends!" If this does not make sense to you, ask Ava or Pratt. But make sure you tell them, it's not just masochism, because I have always offered to stab you too. For that matter, even ask Valdis.
To me... when I say I don't trust... it's yes... I think similar? It is hm... Not just reliability. Predictability. That I know what they'll do and why. That is why I trust motivations but... Trust is... to me, it means I do not try to tear it apart. There is no logic that factors in, I believe words because the person says so, because I have no reason to doubt them. I put the person above my reason. This is not the case. Are you upset that I don't trust you about being stabbed? I'm sorry. I cannot. It is not that I don't trust you, I don't trust them. I haven't met them. If you were getting stabbed by Valdis, I would be okay with it. Maybe this is the problem with sex too. No wait, Sharky. I don't know. I don't know what my problem is, I'm sorry.
If I tell Teyrey something, of course she questions me. She understands: That is what I want. She would immensely disappoint me if she didn't! That would mean she is afraid of me. That she hates me. That's not trust at all.
Trust is -- accepting what someone says about information without checking or comparing to anything else. I couldn't afford that at home. Not after No-- my brother. [The anger from earlier softens completely.] I did... I used to trust him. I'm flattered that Teyrey trusts me, but I've told her constantly to verify everything I say. Because I have my blind spots. Even me. And I don't know where they are, or they wouldn't exist. I've told her, and she agrees, to not believe my words ever, but my actions speak for themselves.
I'm reliable. I don't... think Valdis is for me yet. I think you can trust her implicitly. So... I do trust her with you. I told her the first day I met her, don't protect me, that's not how generals like me work. Protect you. Because then I can still act rationally. And she has given me reasons to trust her in that regard.
Tell you -- [Irritated growl.] No, Klaus. I can't. I told you, I'm glad you understood my jealousy. That I would be hurt or maybe just angry, and there would be consequences. But I'm not as -- in tune with my emotions as I want... or need to be. I'm... I have to rely on your strength for this, I am sorry. It's not because I don't want to suffocate you, it's because... I can't be someone making these kinds of restrictions. I'm... scared. It's not even that I don't trust you. I trust you to know better than me. But it would hurt me. Please... please understand this... this is like the values I tried to bring up. [Ugh why is this so hard?!]
How can faith and trust sound the same to a cult leader? [Laughs, because ehhhh sure why not. And just pokes Klaus' cheek.] Faith is... [A headtilt. A SMILE!] I retract that. It's an optimism that people mean well, they will do their best. I guess that could be a form of trust. I just never thought it that way before? [More laughs! And kisses Klaus' forehead.] I am glad I asked you this. Obviously... faith in gods I don't have. But it is believing they are real without evidence, even with evidence to the contrary. It's a little different, I think, in people, because it's built with time. With recurring successes. Similar to why I trust Valdis with you. Tentative building. But if ever fails, I won't be entirely surprised. Just disappointed.
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There's a weird flash of jealousy about Kichou. He knew about people before, but somehow this one gets him.] I'm sorry about your friend. Or...well...whatever you call him.
[This makes him sit up quietly.] Okay. I guess I get it. I'll try not to get stabbed, okay? But I do that for you because I love you. Because it helps you to be chill. And also because I like it. I don't like being stabbed at least not that I'm aware of. Really only know what that's like from like...being harpooned in the chest.
[Klaus smiles a little, reaching a hand out for him] You're just...it's okay not to want me to sleep with other people. I get it. I don't want to make you jealous or uncomfortable. [They study him for a moment] Boundaries with a romantic partner aren't like...how things were at home. You can let me be free without also causing yourself discomfort. I'm not really sure how to explain it. I know you said like your hawks, you let them be free and they can come back or not. But...it's not...the same exactly. It's not a containment. It's just voicing things you don't want from a relationship. Just like how you say you don't like the idea of me going into a situation where I'll get stabbed because for you it reminds you of how I let you bite me when you get upset. Sometimes you can...say, "These are things that make me uncomfortable." and it it's something we can work through together, then we will. If it's a boundary, then I'll respect it.
[There's an eyebrow arch at that] I'm a fake, buddy. I'm not any form of religious. [There's a nod at his words, though.] Glad I could help.
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Not a friend! [Very hoarsely! And he even shudders!] Definitely not a friend. An ex. The closest I've been to getting dumped I suppose. I asked him to do something I thought no one else had a chance, but I don't know what happened to him. [Kichou timetraveled into the future, though Nobunaga doesn't know this.] He had to go deep undercover in the cult. [Nobunaga comes over, puts his left arm over Klaus' shoulders, laying on his front and gently shooter his lips.] Nothing like you, worry not. And it is like he never showed up.
[Snuggles into Klaus' neck, just breathing in their smell! This is nice.]
Yare yare... Klaus... [Why is he always asking for this??? Values? And yet even now...]
I don't mind you getting stabbed, it's not that I think it's inherently like how I find you sexy and biting you soothes me a million ways. I don't want you to get stabbed, because you don't want to be stabbed. You're so desperate to be friends and help someone you'll do things you don't like to please them. Stop acting like your only worth is in things like this. I love you. You are fantastic, you are brilliant. Find another way. Just be his friend. He likes whips too. I don't even have a problem if you want to practice whips with him because it's fun. I am uncomfortable, however, with you letting him whip you. Do you understand the difference? It's important.
Things I want.... how the hell can I know that? I've never even heard of stuff you have. Choking you with a tie I thought was the hottest thing I've ever done. Then I remembered to show you my whip. Then that was the hottest. Then you convinced me to be your sheathe. So that was the hottest too.
Klaus... I want to make you smile. I want to do things that my head says are really stupid and I will hate, like karaoke, and wearing a lion costume instead of being like everyone else as a demon, and every ice cream flavor in one bowl, and Disco dancing, argh.
[Struck by demonic inspiration, Nobunaga kisses down Klaus forehead and nose and oh so chastely barely ghosts the lips.]
I want to be the one you rely the most on. I want you to always be free, always make friends, always cherish them above all else, but I want to be the only one you return to at night, the only one to help you reach sexual heights, the only one to have your romantic love like this. I want to be the best for you. I want you to be safe, fulfilled and above all else happy. I will turn both of our bad lucks into good, with my own two hands, and your heart that saves me endlessly from my darkness. Because you are the strongest, sweetest, most valuable treasure I've ever met. To know you is to love you. Abd every day I love you more and more. I have never believed in fate and soulmates, but now I do. That's my wedding vows. So remember it.
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[Klaus makes a very quiet note of that] Okay. Not a friend, then. [The arm and the pressure of someone lying on him makes them smile.
They move to put a hand against the back of Nobunaga's head, lightly running his fingers through his hair. It is nice.
And the rest of this makes them frown. Even if he does understand what he's saying here. He doesn't want him to put himself in danger just to be close to someone.] I only want you to whip me, babe. But I do want to give myself a few people to train with because there's different...ways of doing things and being able to fight. Just in case someone else has a super secret cool move that would help me in a fight. Cause I know your weaknesses, but not like normal people's.
[They listen as he talks here, smiling a little the more time passes.] Well, I'm happy to help you find new things. And as long as those things also make you happy, I'm glad that you do all those things for me.
[The kisses are definitely enough to very nearly distract him. And the words were definitely...good. Those are boundaries even when he doesn't say them, but they aren't going to push the situation.] I want that, too. [Klaus takes a moment of thinking before attempting to use his training to turn them both over so Nobunaga's the one on his back. This will come with a kiss.] You're the cutest fiancé I've ever had. [A beat] Also the only fiancé I've ever had.
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Yeah. And I do want you to train, and have friends, and have fun learning that you can be stronger and that you are the furthest damn thing from useless ever! [Kisses Klaus' temple!] That's why I said maximum options. Got it?
[No no, Nobunaga understood those were boundaries. He had a breakthrough of being able to set some finally!!!]
Cute... hah...
[Eyeroll!] Kichou wasn't a fiancee, does that help? It was going to be a political marriage anyway. But our relationship was always untenable. He's a terrorist now. Rumors circulate that he's become a pirate, but that seems unlikely. [Actually true.]
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Yes. I got it.
[Klaus is very proud of him!!]
Mmhm. So cute. [Klaus is the least apologetic.]
[Klaus feels relieved and the relief makes him feel slightly guilty, but they just smile and kiss Nobunaga.] I am glad because I like…being yours. I don’t care if I’m not the first or only. I just…want to be your fiancé. [They’re blushing again.] Wish I had a ring to put on it. [This is said as a finger lightly touches Nobunaga’s finger] What do they do for engagements in your time?
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Ring?? [Okay. He will do a jewelry raid. See what it takes!]
Uh... [Glances up at the ceiling.] Noble courting rituals are such a pain. They're whole big family affairs. Everything is pre-arranged. They might have the courting, but it's separated by those dividing screens, so that people can't get all -- solely attracted on physicality, and are forced to be reminded that it's not about the couple to be wed, it's about the whole family, the political union. There's tons and tons of chaperones, and they do stupid formal things, but sometimes there's a lot of elegance, and courting by waterfalls or watching sakura blossoms if the kids already like each other. A lot of it is legal stuff, hammering out contract negotiations, because -- like I said, it's almost never romantic in my time.
It was for Oichi. So it was pretty different for her. Katsuie is older than me, younger than our father, but Katsuie was one of my best Generals. I was so scared he'd side with Nobuyuki, but he didn't like my Uncle, so even though he was on Gozen's side -- my mother, he agreed too, that I was doing things right. It was tough to part with him. My brother-in-law.
I sent them away into hiding. Only Hideyoshi knows how to find them. Every character in his name: Hideyoshi Toyotomi is borrowed from my other generals. Did I ever mention that? Hide is from Mitsuhide Akechi, of course. Shi is from Shibata Katsuie. I couldn't even attend their wedding. That was part of the arrangement. So that he could get dismissed and go into hiding. If I was there then... [So much looking at the ceiling! But then into Klaus' eyes searching for the thoughts in there.]
Ugh, it's so religious in Japan. The weddings. There's prayer beads, sharing sake... [Nobunaga does smirk at that and wink, because he knows Klaus knows how Nobunaga feels about that!] and sometimes they bind their pinky fingers together with red ribbon. [Extends his for Klaus to take.] This symbolizes the red thread of fate. Yato's able to cut those, so normally that'd be like... the worst thing ever! [Laughs!!!] Very blasphemous. That's why I like him. He's like the God version of myself. My AU twin.
Hmmm... Unfortunately there's nothing to really show the difference for engaged people right now in Japan. It's all family stuff. And political. Even for the lower castes. So everyone would just know, if they were part of it. Nothing to show off.
With Kichou, he has his own emblem. A sparrowhawk fused with a swallowtail butterfly. Not his family's, his own. I got dramatic when I first met him, thinking we were destined. [Nobunaga doesn't realize Klaus is jealous or guilty about the relief, he would be glad for it secretly! But tell him not to be guilty at all!!!] So I wanted it engraved on lots of swords, whether I gave them to him or not. Chou is butterfly. And my family, including Ieyasu even though his relationship to the Oda clan is more abstract, is deeply rooted in hawks. My father raised them his whole life, and passed that onto me, and me to Ieyasu.
Sparrowhawks are the tiniest hawks. [Moves his hands to show the size!] Very cute, but always angry. They are even more bitey than I am! You cannot handle any of them without getting bitten. And not affectionately. Kichou is the same way. Allying with me, I thought: this is a partner who can help me change the world. He is like the tiniest gorgeous angry hawk. And I thought he was embracing it with his mark. Embracing me. Wanting the same vision of the future together.
It was his way of forsaking his father, Dosan. The whole clan. And the Taira clan has a swallowtail butterfly, so he had to make his own mark different from it. And I used to say tell him to his face he was like a sparrowhawk. Just the way he looked at me, like he was assessing how good my innards would taste. And he would say, "This is because you are seeing me walk away from you. This is just my swallowtail trail." Like I couldn't see the rest of him either. Maybe I didn't. I always thought I did. I thought I knew him better than myself. Now? I have no idea. He wouldn't tell me things, so how was I supposed to know anyway?
Kichou still uses that mark, and I am the only one who can't look at it, without wincing at my childish past. I guess he left a deeper mark on me than the other way around.
If I got married now... [A soft grin, since that's the plan, isn't it?] They would be part of my family. So they would gain the Oda mon. To show everyone they are mine. I am not saying giving you my mark makes you married to me, obviously. Many of my soldiers have it. But it's also closer than my other generals, because they are not my family, Oda clan. So I would have to get you something different that says you are my partner, and therefore equal, or better, but not a soldier. You decide your own path, but still you could show it off, I am your family too.
Is a ring big enough? [He wanted to keep it secret, but it's fine, he can just surprise him with the actual object, not that he wants to get him one!!!] Would you ever consider a tattoo of my mark?
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Mmhm. Like the Beyonce song! [Klaus smiles a little at that, like he's just been very clever.]
[They listen to every word, smiling a little as they do. It sounds romantic from this side, but it's probably less so when you're going about it on your own. So many things that could have been different. Just sitting awkwardly with someone you maybe knew or didn't know and trying to think of things to talk about.
There's a slightly darker expression about Kichou and all the stupid things about him and his dumb, stupid face that Klaus is sure is really handsome but ALSO STUPID! Even if Klaus doesn't know him. They still don't like him. Why? That's the real question here. Stupid sparrowhawks and stupid fancy butterflies!] Well...he sounds dumb anyway. [So whatever.]
[There's a blush slowly working its way from Klaus' cheeks down towards his neck. It shouldn't be so cute] If we're married, I'd show it off all the time, dummy. [A little kiss for the insult.]
It can be...the ring. You could get it engraved or something? [As for the question of the tattoo] Maybe once we're married. Wouldn't be the most ridiculous thing I've done.
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I don't know that song.
[Nobunaga smiles softly about Kichou being dumb. He's not, he's a genius. Just like Mitsuhide. Ran in the family. But he won't say that exactly. Instead he kisses Klaus' temple.] He's not as smart as you. But yours an impossible bar I can only think of a few that match it. None are stronger than you though, [Maybe Maeve?] so you could definitely defeat him. After all, what is a sparrowhawk to a flying tiger?
Okay. You should. Show it off all the time.
I have a design in mind, but I'm not sure how to make it here, there's no smiths or forges. Well, engraving is easy enough, I do it on the best knives and swords, but the rest...
[At the idea of Klaus getting an Oda mon, Nobunaga's heart swells SO MUCH with pride.]
[Now they're both blushing. And he's over the moon happy. To a level it's even ... quiet. Just basking in it.] I love you. You will be the only man in all of time and space to have such a tattoo. After all, I told you tattoos are forbidden. It turns you into an untouchable.
Here, let me see your chest. I will draw it with my finger. How big do you want it? Like a fist size? Or smaller?
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I'll play it for you later.
[Klaus flushes slightly.] I'm not...I don't think I could fight him, but I get to have you, so that's good enough.
All the time, babe.
[Klaus feels very pleased with the current situation. They know not everyone understands this or them, but it's so nice just...everything. All of it.] I want to be the only one ever. [They are casually not thinking about the conversation they had with Skulduggery about the possibility of multiple versions of themselves. There might be multiples of Nobunaga, too. Maybe versions of them that are together or not.
They carefully pull their sweater and shirt off, dropping it on the floor.] I don't know.
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[Nobunaga laughs!] He'd be grateful I'm sure. And pity you. Until he found out you are a masochist, and then he'd definitely try to seduce you away. He'd be like, "Now that you've tried the rest, try the best." And compliment your cheekbones, and say you are much too good to waste your time with such an aggravating moron. He's tried that with Ranmaru too. I think he scares Ranmaru. [No, he doesn't.]
[Nobunaga traces a finger for as small as he can go and still keep the appropriate detail. Then kisses over the spot and hums! Then draws it bigger, with a few more kisses over the mark. Then up to palm sized and licks the trail.]
What do you think? Does it fit? Or should I keep trying bigger?
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[There is a little boop on the nose here. This is all your fault. You started the nose boops.] And I would tell him no. Cause I don't want him. I want you. Even if he kills me about it.
[The fingers and kisses are mostly PG, but when Nobunaga licks his chest, his breath catches slightly, slowing considerably.] You can do anything you want if you keep using your tongue.
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[Okay, but he literally loves the nose boops? They make him feel very very loved and cherished and not at all feared. In a good way, not in a threatening way.]
[And Klaus' stubborn refusal of Kichou does SO MANY things to his emotions.]
[Wasn't Klaus the one who wanted threesomes? But not with people who didn't like Nobunaga at least... and that means... the universe to Nobunaga.]
[There's a small hiccup.] I wouldn't let him hurt you. And he's a grown man, he can handle rejection.
[JUST GONNA KISS KLAUS OKAY.]
[Or more licking now.]
[Nobunaga scrambles on top to straddle them, pin Klaus' arms and lick a giant Oda mon into their chest!]
Klaus... [A small feral growl of pure wanton desire, he adds some bites into the center of the flower, to really make the red light up on Klaus and he wants Klaus to feel it to LAST so all the next day he'd feel it no matter what he wore. Gently sucking the skin, but then long tracing patterns. Nobunaga's fingers trailed down Klaus' sides, finally to their legs and between them, still focused on licking his artwork but thumbing over the tip of Klaus to give them even more to react to.]
Keep talking. I want to hear your voice and nothing else.
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[They lean in to the kiss, humming softly] Probably, but I still wouldn't care if my life was in danger. I'm marrying you and no one else.
[Klaus lightly struggles against being pinned, but not enough to really free themselves. They like being pinned, but one has to give the illusion of trying to gain freedom or it's not as sexy. Or something. They're making shit up. But shit, the bites and everything else already have him wanting more and ugh.
Their breath catches again at the feeling of Nobunaga's hand between their legs, hips arching up towards the hand.] A-ah. Shit. You're...so hot. Right now. God. I would marry you right here if I could. Naked in the middle of sex and I would marry you. [Klaus is well aware that the sex part hasn't officially started, but they mean it.] I...don't think anyone would come to the wedding, though. [There's a soft laugh here.]
Fuck. I...[Another laugh.] Shit. I love you.
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[At about marrying him in the middle of sex, Nobunaga just smirks.] I do. You're a clergy man, or close enough right? So it counts? Or must there be witnesses other than ghosts? We can send our invitations with a warning.
[Nobunaga meant to fill Klaus up, but this usually happens. He slides all the way down, uncovers Klaus and starts licking his dick with the happiest hungrier purrs.] I love you too. [Shit he's blushing. Has he ever blushed about this before? It doesn't matter, because...] More than I can ever express in words or actions.
[Just slides his mouth all the way down over him, before pulling back to focus on licking the tip again and again all over.]
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[It takes everything in their power not to let their hips jerk up in that moment, fists balled up in the sheets and muscles perhaps a little more tense than they need to be.] Fuck. I... [There's a soft moan, head dropping back.]
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[He thought riding Klaus was the hottest. Everything always gets better. Now this is the new hottest. Emotional highs = sexual highs. HE WILL REMEMBER THIS.]
[Nobunaga gets even more into it, Klaus pleasure and lack of self control, the fact that they can just MAKE THEIR OWN RULES, exactly what he wants! Is nearly enough for Nobunaga HIMSELF, but the best he can do is make sure it's the best blowjob Klaus has ever had, and that Nobunaga has ever given, so he
follows Klaus' rhythm, though there's a little bit of teeth as he gets back down to the base, trying to keep his lips on Klaus, and only making sure to remove them so he can pull back up to the to the tip, but lets his teeth every so lightly touch under the head for maximum impact. He always tells Klaus he won't hold back, so he hopes Klaus gets it. Anyone else could die from Nobunaga, Klaus is too strong to, isn't he?]
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[Nobunaga sketches more Oda mons up and down Klaus' legs with a finger, the teeth are gone now so he can speed up, and so Klaus can jerk as much as he wants without risking death -- or the pain akin to death anyway!]
[HE IS the hottest husband ever! PRAISE HIM MORE!]
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Another minute before they're yanking their husband up by the hair to kiss them.] I feel like I've said it a thousand times, but I'll say it a thousand more. I love you. I love you. I love you. [Each of these is punctuated with a kiss.] Are we doing blowjobs instead of rings? Is this what's happening?
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[He's so shocked by the hair tug but damn... maybe he IS a little bit masochistic??? BUT ONLY FOR KLAUS!!!]
[He loves it though, and loves the kisses even more, eyes wide, and blushing hard!!!]
[He tries to kiss him back, too flustered that Klaus is so readily embracing the taste of his own cum, but FAR from arguing it, just actually shut up for once!!!]
[He tries to nod!]
[Finally-- ALL STAMMERS:]
Y-Yeah... until I get you a real one. My mouth is your ring. [Don't look at him! He's so embarrassed!!!]
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