IC Contact

[busball]

Text | Call | Action

Comments

[redlightgreenlight]

It will be ok.

You'll learnt to be kind to yourself.

[busball]

maybe. i guess sobriety is being kind, but it feels like torture.

i’ve dropped my phone like five times already.

[redlightgreenlight]

I unfortunately cannot properly empathize with that issue, but I am sorry.

[busball]

it’s okay. no one needs to do that. it’ll get better.

[redlightgreenlight]

It will.

I assume Nobunaga is waffling over whether to play the game or stay with you?

[busball]

it does seem that way.

do you need me to tilt him in that way? i can.

[redlightgreenlight]

No.

I told him to never contact me again and if he has chosen to respect that, well, I won't say I'm disappointed.

He's a chaotic mess that I am better without.

[busball]

oh. um. i mean i guess?


this isn't like...you trying to push him away cause you're scared of him getting close to you, is it?

[redlightgreenlight]

Oh gods, no.

He doesn't want me and I don't want him.

The issue is that he thinks he needs me to teach him something he already knows.

The only thing I intend to teach him is patience and teamwork. Because he sucks at both.

[busball]

i don't want to argue about how you feel. i just...i dunno.

i think neither of you like to want to be wanted. even in a friendship way. and are good at pretending otherwise.

either way, i think right now, this back and forth of not understanding anything about this situation is making me more anxious than i want to be and i'm not sure my current mental state is good for this.

nothing against either of you but i dunno. maybe you both need to sort your issues out with each other and like...if you never speak again, i guess fine, but i dunno.

[redlightgreenlight]

Get some rest, Klaus.