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[Slightly flinty eyes.] Better be different ways.
[MESSES WITH KLAUS' HAIR!]
[Ugh be kind. He's trying.]
[Meh. He pulls his hood up on his hoodie.]
You just mean... American friendship love with her, right? [Ugh. Why does--]
[Deep breath.]
[FACEPALM.] Explain it to me.
[MESSES WITH KLAUS' HAIR!]
[Ugh be kind. He's trying.]
[Meh. He pulls his hood up on his hoodie.]
You just mean... American friendship love with her, right? [Ugh. Why does--]
[Deep breath.]
[FACEPALM.] Explain it to me.
[Happy! ^_^]
Sorry for being like this. [Kisses! CHU!] I didn't even love Kitsuno this much, so it makes me a little extra intense... and you know I already tend to be as it is. [Rubs noses together!]
I don't know if I love her like that. Platonic. You, Crichton, Teyrey. That is already more than I've ever loved anyone else my whole life. [HUFF. Sideglance blushy desu.] How do you do it? [Curls around Klaus protectively!] It hurt so much when I thought Crichton wasn't-- and -- [FROWN.] But I never had friends before you all either. Is it just less extreme for everyone else?
Sorry for being like this. [Kisses! CHU!] I didn't even love Kitsuno this much, so it makes me a little extra intense... and you know I already tend to be as it is. [Rubs noses together!]
I don't know if I love her like that. Platonic. You, Crichton, Teyrey. That is already more than I've ever loved anyone else my whole life. [HUFF. Sideglance blushy desu.] How do you do it? [Curls around Klaus protectively!] It hurt so much when I thought Crichton wasn't-- and -- [FROWN.] But I never had friends before you all either. Is it just less extreme for everyone else?
[Klaus smiles and nudges back with his nose] It’s okay. I get it. Also we did just have a great and terrible upheaval. And being jealous happens to us all. [It’s just Klaus generally knows where Nobunaga is on his feelings.]
You feel your feelings very deeply, but you also repress your feelings a lot when you see them as weaker feelings. You just…go cold. I guess. Like you don’t have feelings. Which is a lie. Cause you do. And now you’re actually allowed to feel the things you want to feel that aren’t anger or about fighting. And that’s got to be overwhelming sometimes. [They smile a little.]
But I think you care for her. I think she cares for you, too. I think you’re both too stubborn to admit it. But…it’s best for you both to figure out your feelings towards one another and then let yourselves sit with it. And stop being so hard-headed. She hasn’t cared about people in a long time either. So…it’s bound to be overwhelming for her, too. To feel things for people. But if you both fighting all the time is going to make things uncomfortable, I mean…I don’t want that either. So I guess you both have to decide what works best and what’s healthiest for you both.
You feel your feelings very deeply, but you also repress your feelings a lot when you see them as weaker feelings. You just…go cold. I guess. Like you don’t have feelings. Which is a lie. Cause you do. And now you’re actually allowed to feel the things you want to feel that aren’t anger or about fighting. And that’s got to be overwhelming sometimes. [They smile a little.]
But I think you care for her. I think she cares for you, too. I think you’re both too stubborn to admit it. But…it’s best for you both to figure out your feelings towards one another and then let yourselves sit with it. And stop being so hard-headed. She hasn’t cared about people in a long time either. So…it’s bound to be overwhelming for her, too. To feel things for people. But if you both fighting all the time is going to make things uncomfortable, I mean…I don’t want that either. So I guess you both have to decide what works best and what’s healthiest for you both.
Yes.
You're so smart.
[Snuggles, and nudges his head carefully under Klaus' chin!] It might hurt. So I think that's another thing I want to prove to us both. That it doesn't have to. I might not be the right man for that... but no one else is as crazy as me to think in these specific ways, you know? Or rather... it's okay to hurt, right? Right.
I love you. Not leaving yet. Just want to heart your heartbeat a little longer.
You're so smart.
[Snuggles, and nudges his head carefully under Klaus' chin!] It might hurt. So I think that's another thing I want to prove to us both. That it doesn't have to. I might not be the right man for that... but no one else is as crazy as me to think in these specific ways, you know? Or rather... it's okay to hurt, right? Right.
I love you. Not leaving yet. Just want to heart your heartbeat a little longer.
I’m… [The urge to say not is strong and they push it down.] Yeah. It happens from time to time.
[Klaus wraps an arm around Nobunaga’s waist, holding him there as he nuzzles up to him.] I want you both to be able to care for one another without hurting one another at the same time. I’m sure you’ll figure it out.
That’s fine. You can stay as long as you like. I’ll be here whenever you get back, too. And I love you, too.
[Klaus wraps an arm around Nobunaga’s waist, holding him there as he nuzzles up to him.] I want you both to be able to care for one another without hurting one another at the same time. I’m sure you’ll figure it out.
That’s fine. You can stay as long as you like. I’ll be here whenever you get back, too. And I love you, too.
Heeee.... You're the best.
[GIDDY.]
[And just happily lays on Klaus' chest!]
[GIDDY.]
[And just happily lays on Klaus' chest!]
[This is very cute of him. Just have a couple kisses to the top of your head. They let out a slow breath, letting their eyes slide closed. They feel much more comfortable here with the weight on them and the knowledge that Nobunaga is right there.]
Love you. [It’s a quiet, sleepy sort of mumble, but still there.]
Love you. [It’s a quiet, sleepy sort of mumble, but still there.]
Love you too, Babe.
[Happy snuggles and waits for Klaus to at least seemingly fall asleep before sneaking out and replacing himself with the tuxedo cat.]
[Happy snuggles and waits for Klaus to at least seemingly fall asleep before sneaking out and replacing himself with the tuxedo cat.]
[Nobunaga refrains from tackling Klaus or yelling, but only BARELY!]
[He does sort of glomp-snuggle him, and he's clearly excited and happy!]
I have an older sister now. [Flomps on his chest, and halfway on top of Klaus as a weighted blanket.] I was pretty jealous of you and Ava. And now I don't have to be. And Valdis and I are going to do sword kata. That way I don't want to fight, and neither of us can spar. We only unsheathe for killing, usually. She's so smart. [Nuzzles Klaus' ear!] Sorry for worrying you. I've always been the clan leader, in training or otherwise. And I'd get scared if she was younger than me, because I can't go through that like with Nobuyuki again. But this works well, ne? [Nuzzle nuzzle chu!]
[Whisper:] I love you.
[He does sort of glomp-snuggle him, and he's clearly excited and happy!]
I have an older sister now. [Flomps on his chest, and halfway on top of Klaus as a weighted blanket.] I was pretty jealous of you and Ava. And now I don't have to be. And Valdis and I are going to do sword kata. That way I don't want to fight, and neither of us can spar. We only unsheathe for killing, usually. She's so smart. [Nuzzles Klaus' ear!] Sorry for worrying you. I've always been the clan leader, in training or otherwise. And I'd get scared if she was younger than me, because I can't go through that like with Nobuyuki again. But this works well, ne? [Nuzzle nuzzle chu!]
[Whisper:] I love you.
[Klaus wasn’t so much asleep as half awake, but the startle causes a few things to fall on the floor all the same.] Oh. Oops?
You were jealous of Ava and me? Why? [Was having siblings a big deal for people? Did he feel jealous that they’d made sibling connections even outside of home? Nobunaga never made it obvious he wanted siblings. Always that it was unsafe. Or how sad he was about his own siblings and having to kill them.]
I love you, too. I’m glad you worked it out.
You were jealous of Ava and me? Why? [Was having siblings a big deal for people? Did he feel jealous that they’d made sibling connections even outside of home? Nobunaga never made it obvious he wanted siblings. Always that it was unsafe. Or how sad he was about his own siblings and having to kill them.]
I love you, too. I’m glad you worked it out.
[Nobunaga scoops the things up!]
[And tucks them back under Klaus and himself.]
[His sad feels were why he was scared of it, and jealous of how Klaus could do it. He might have mentioned his jealousy after the trial, but it was in a could of intense tears and pain about everything else.]
Is that okay? That you have a sister-in-law now?
[Gently noms on Klaus' ear without teeth!] How are you feeling?
[And tucks them back under Klaus and himself.]
[His sad feels were why he was scared of it, and jealous of how Klaus could do it. He might have mentioned his jealousy after the trial, but it was in a could of intense tears and pain about everything else.]
Is that okay? That you have a sister-in-law now?
[Gently noms on Klaus' ear without teeth!] How are you feeling?
[Klaus looks at him quietly for a moment before pressing a quick kiss to his forehead] That is potentially the dumbest question you’ve ever asked me.
Duh, it’s fine. If you’re both happy and comfortable with that and everything, then I’m fine with it.
[Klaus still feels it almost as if it was with teeth, but that’s just because they are getting back to a place mentally where they are even considering sexual things] I didn’t get that much sleep, but I’m okay.
Duh, it’s fine. If you’re both happy and comfortable with that and everything, then I’m fine with it.
[Klaus still feels it almost as if it was with teeth, but that’s just because they are getting back to a place mentally where they are even considering sexual things] I didn’t get that much sleep, but I’m okay.
Yes. I am very happy. I don't even feel like an idiot for not getting it before because I've never had an older sibling, it wouldn't even be possible before. I like the idea of being an infuriating brat taking foolish liberties too. There's no way I could have in Japan. Or with most others. I'm very happy. [Chu!] Now you never need to worry about us fighting. It is just like you and Ava and bumper cars with real cars, yes?
Yes. [Why is he blushing? He doesn't know! Just is!] You can still drive, but we have to get Valdis too.
Yes. I think if it was flying I'd be less worried. But it's not like a horse which is easier than walking. The wheel and sticks aren't terribly intuitive, and there's separate pedals for breaking and speed and they're right next to each other. What if you confuse them? Why aren't there reins? Or like, mechanical reins. You just yank on them to slow down. Why are there so many buttons too? I understand for flying, but in a car, I don't get it.
Oh, Valdis said to tell you she won. But I won, right?
Oh, Valdis said to tell you she won. But I won, right?
[Klaus resists the urge to laugh because if he's actually anxious or scared, then they don't want to laugh at him about it. That's just mean.] It just doesn't work like that. But it's fine. I can drive... [Well? Ehhhh. Up for debate]
You won me, but Valdis probably won whatever you two were doing.
You won me, but Valdis probably won whatever you two were doing.
[He's definitely all9wed to laugh, it would make Nobunaga relax about it, but he doesn't mind this either!]
What? No way, I won both. I won you, and I won her. I thought you two must have had a competition she won. Like she bet I would be happy... tch...
What? No way, I won both. I won you, and I won her. I thought you two must have had a competition she won. Like she bet I would be happy... tch...
[There's a hint of amusement in his expression]
Mmmm. No, babe. You definitely lost that one. I don't think we knew you'd be happy, but I think you're both stubborn. Truly, if you want to be real I think we could say I won because I was right about both of you. Ha.
Mmmm. No, babe. You definitely lost that one. I don't think we knew you'd be happy, but I think you're both stubborn. Truly, if you want to be real I think we could say I won because I was right about both of you. Ha.
Ah, you knew our problem was we are like siblings and that is why we are alike? [Gentle kiss to Klaus' temple!] You're very smart.
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