I don’t know what I want half the time, but it doesn’t make her less trustworthy. I know if the chips are down and shit is real, she’s my friend and she’ll do what she can to help me. Sure, she’d probably be just as fine to sip my soul and stuff, but she’s there for me. And she trusted me with her wounds and stuff. So I can trust her with me.
[There’s a sigh] I’m not trying to change him. Just give him someone to rely on and maybe listen to sometimes. I’m not saying it might not go wrong, but I don’t know. And I know Pratt can, but is it wrong to want to help?
[Just curling up on the bed] Sometimes it feels to me like…you ask me to trust you, right? Even if I don’t understand or whatever and I’m trying to. I am. Maybe I have shit to work through on that because of my past. I probably do. But then sometimes it feels like you’re holding me with kid gloves like…like I don’t understand things.
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Date: 2023-01-01 08:23 am (UTC)[There’s a sigh] I’m not trying to change him. Just give him someone to rely on and maybe listen to sometimes. I’m not saying it might not go wrong, but I don’t know. And I know Pratt can, but is it wrong to want to help?
[Just curling up on the bed] Sometimes it feels to me like…you ask me to trust you, right? Even if I don’t understand or whatever and I’m trying to. I am. Maybe I have shit to work through on that because of my past. I probably do. But then sometimes it feels like you’re holding me with kid gloves like…like I don’t understand things.