It's like safewords, right? I should give you a line so you can be free and happy and then I won't stab someone like Sharky.
I wanted to stab Sharky for like... a firework flash moment when he said you were petting him in the hot tub and I thought he meant sex until he clarified.
I like watching you be affectionate with everyone. Ranmaru style.
But I guess as with Ranmaru I'm going to want to stab anyone who takes advantage of you sexually that isn't me. So that's the line.
Just so you know. You were right. But I'm still new to all this. And "monogamy" isn't even a thing in Europe in the 16th century. Everyone just has sex with whoever they want. Marriage has nothing to do with it.
But I'm not good at sharing. I mean Ranmaru could probably have sex with someone else and they wouldn't get stabbed, but I'm not in love with him like you, and I'd have to be sure they weren't hurting him or doing things I can do for him. So that's that. I want that part of you no one else can have I guess.
Even if you say that's fine, it still feels like I'm being controlling. So thank you for choosing that even though I'm an idiot.
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Date: 2022-11-10 09:22 pm (UTC)I wanted to stab Sharky for like... a firework flash moment when he said you were petting him in the hot tub and I thought he meant sex until he clarified.
I like watching you be affectionate with everyone. Ranmaru style.
But I guess as with Ranmaru I'm going to want to stab anyone who takes advantage of you sexually that isn't me. So that's the line.
Just so you know. You were right. But I'm still new to all this. And "monogamy" isn't even a thing in Europe in the 16th century. Everyone just has sex with whoever they want. Marriage has nothing to do with it.
But I'm not good at sharing. I mean Ranmaru could probably have sex with someone else and they wouldn't get stabbed, but I'm not in love with him like you, and I'd have to be sure they weren't hurting him or doing things I can do for him. So that's that. I want that part of you no one else can have I guess.
Even if you say that's fine, it still feels like I'm being controlling. So thank you for choosing that even though I'm an idiot.
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