No. I was scared of disappointing you. Hurting you. Making you cry. And then I did exactly that, and I couldn't fix it. Yato said I should talk it out too, but I don't really understand it all. The weight and significance.
Now that I've already made you cry, a lot, not on purpose, I fear it less. I do... fear losing you but... [Nobunaga kisses Klaus' cheek!] Talk to me. Are you still scared too, or is it just the physical symptoms and need to recover? I am less worried the more I can help you. It is like Max Maximum and baking. Even though I need to love myself without externalizing it so much... I still must externalize it at least a little. Because the fear isn't for myself, so it can't come wholly within.
You felt helpless, yes? Part of why you're always getting stronger. Levitating so if I fall through decks, you can catch me. Going sober now so you aren't inebriated mid-combat. I am very proud of you, my love. It hasn't gone unnoticed. [Gently rubs his thumb over the top of Klaus' hand!]
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Date: 2023-01-26 04:52 am (UTC)[Klaus scared him??? Did Klaus scare him???]
No. I was scared of disappointing you. Hurting you. Making you cry. And then I did exactly that, and I couldn't fix it. Yato said I should talk it out too, but I don't really understand it all. The weight and significance.
Now that I've already made you cry, a lot, not on purpose, I fear it less. I do... fear losing you but... [Nobunaga kisses Klaus' cheek!] Talk to me. Are you still scared too, or is it just the physical symptoms and need to recover? I am less worried the more I can help you. It is like Max Maximum and baking. Even though I need to love myself without externalizing it so much... I still must externalize it at least a little. Because the fear isn't for myself, so it can't come wholly within.
You felt helpless, yes? Part of why you're always getting stronger. Levitating so if I fall through decks, you can catch me. Going sober now so you aren't inebriated mid-combat. I am very proud of you, my love. It hasn't gone unnoticed. [Gently rubs his thumb over the top of Klaus' hand!]