i don't want to argue about how you feel. i just...i dunno.
i think neither of you like to want to be wanted. even in a friendship way. and are good at pretending otherwise.
either way, i think right now, this back and forth of not understanding anything about this situation is making me more anxious than i want to be and i'm not sure my current mental state is good for this.
nothing against either of you but i dunno. maybe you both need to sort your issues out with each other and like...if you never speak again, i guess fine, but i dunno.
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Date: 2023-01-13 02:04 am (UTC)i want to say weirder things have happened, but...?
he gets weird about things sometimes.
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Date: 2023-01-13 02:56 am (UTC)You're a good friend, Klaus.
You see things others don't.
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Date: 2023-01-13 03:32 am (UTC)[They're glad you can't see them right now because there's a very long stare] ha ha. yeah. i do my best.
i mean...yeah. i guess? probably a ghost thing.
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Date: 2023-01-13 03:56 am (UTC)It's a you thing.
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Date: 2023-01-13 04:17 am (UTC)i don’t know. i guess i’m just still awkward at compliments.
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Date: 2023-01-13 04:20 am (UTC)You'll learnt to be kind to yourself.
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Date: 2023-01-13 05:18 am (UTC)i’ve dropped my phone like five times already.
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Date: 2023-01-13 04:35 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-01-13 05:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-01-13 05:49 pm (UTC)I assume Nobunaga is waffling over whether to play the game or stay with you?
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Date: 2023-01-14 02:48 am (UTC)do you need me to tilt him in that way? i can.
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Date: 2023-01-14 03:29 am (UTC)I told him to never contact me again and if he has chosen to respect that, well, I won't say I'm disappointed.
He's a chaotic mess that I am better without.
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Date: 2023-01-14 03:38 am (UTC)this isn't like...you trying to push him away cause you're scared of him getting close to you, is it?
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Date: 2023-01-14 03:42 am (UTC)He doesn't want me and I don't want him.
The issue is that he thinks he needs me to teach him something he already knows.
The only thing I intend to teach him is patience and teamwork. Because he sucks at both.
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Date: 2023-01-14 03:54 am (UTC)i think neither of you like to want to be wanted. even in a friendship way. and are good at pretending otherwise.
either way, i think right now, this back and forth of not understanding anything about this situation is making me more anxious than i want to be and i'm not sure my current mental state is good for this.
nothing against either of you but i dunno. maybe you both need to sort your issues out with each other and like...if you never speak again, i guess fine, but i dunno.
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Date: 2023-01-14 03:57 am (UTC)